Wait for the seed to grow and wait for the rain to come.
Wait for the calf to be born and wait for it to grow strong and healthy.
Wait for spring to come again.
Since the beginning of Advent on Sunday, I have been thinking a lot more about all this waiting. Every year, my husband Scott climbs to the top of the silo and carefully fastens a beautiful star he built for his mother a few years back. And every year I am reminded that the season of waiting can be a beautiful thing.
For the past several years we have been planning, and drawing, and then re-planning the construction of a new dairy facility for our cows. It has been a lot of waiting.
There have been many walks out onto the hill in the evening, pointing here and pointing there. We have agreed, we have disagreed, we have laughed and we have cried.
There have been meetings and contracts and many cups of coffee shared at the kitchen table. Phone calls and emails and decisions have seemed never ending at times.
But a few weeks ago, on an unassuming cloudy November morning, the bulldozer pulled in and began its trek onto the hill. The hill that so many times I have stood on envisioning these plans in my head. The hill that so many times we have walked out on and then walked home again with a faint smile at the thought of what is to come.
And this day, at 7:30 a.m. it feels like the waiting is over. Something is happening on the hill. I can see it with my own two eyes.
I run behind the dozer, desperate for one more picture. And then I stand there and watch.
It's like the plane has taken off and all I can do now is watch it fly.
Now we just have to wait for it to land.
There is a song I was introduced to a few months ago that resonated strongly with me during all this waiting.
I was reminded then and continue to be reminded that we must make the most of every day whether we are waiting or ground has been broken on the project of your dreams. That we must take up our spade and continue to work towards what we believe in, even if it's a little at a time.
"Take Up Your Spade"
by Sara Watkins
|Scott looks on as we "break ground"|
|Laura demonstrating how much dirt has moved thus far|
|Sunset on the grading site|
|View from new barn site looking back towards dairy|
|Bandit watches the bulldozers work|